ITS NEARLY 29 YEARS SINCE I WAS BORN.
I HAD A GREAT LIFE AS A DAUGHTER, GRANDDAUGHTER,
SISTER, COUSINS, FRIENDS, STUDENTS, TEACHER AND A LAWYER..
IM VERY THANKFUL TO ALLAH, FOR EVERYTHING.
SINCE I WAS BORN UP TILL NOW, I ALWAYS GET WHAT I WANT,
EVEN BETTER, I ALWAYS GOT WHAT I NEED!
I DONT HAVE A JOB NOW. IM TOO CHOOSY.
I HATE ALL MY BOSS. I DONT TAKE ORDERS WELL.
I HATE BEING BOSS AROUND. LIKE SOMEONE USED TO SAY TO ME,
I SHOULD OPEN MY OWN FIRM, AND BE MY OWN BOSS.
YEAP, HE/SHE IS RIGHT.
WELL, I KNOW IM NOT PERFECT. I SAID A LOT OF BAD THINGS
ABOUT OTHER PEOPLE. NOT JUST HERE BUT ALSO IN MY FB AND TWITTER.
I CURSE A LOT SINCE I WAS AT YOUNG AGE.
IM A BAD TEMPERED PERSON.
I FEEL VERY SINFUL FOR THAT AND I PRAY TO ALLAH TO FORGIVE MY SINS.
THANK YOU ALLAH FOR OPENING MY HEART AND MY EYES
TO SEE ALL THE SINFUL THINGS THAT I HV DONE.
FOR GIVING ME A SECOND CHANCE TO BE A BETTER MUSLIM.
IN SHAA ALLAH.
MY PARENTS, THEY ALWAYS UNDERSTANDS ME..
NEVER PUSH ME TO DO STHING THAT I DONT WANT TO.
EVENTHOUGH IM NOT MARRIED UNTIL NOW.
THEY NEVER MENTION BOUT THE ISSUE. HAHA
HANGING OUT WITH FRIENDS UP TILL MIDNIGHT.
THEY HAVE NO PROBLEMS WITH THAT.
CAUSE ACTUALLY, I DONT LIKE HANGING OUT UP TILL MIDNIGHT.
SO I BASICALLY I WILL NOT HV PROBLEMS WITH THAT. HAHA
I LOVE MY PARENTS SO MUCH AND IM VERY THANKFUL YA ALLAH
FOR GIVING ME MY PARENTS.
I LOVE YOU AND I LOVE THEM SO MUCH!!
MY SIBLINGS? THEY ARE THE BESTEST FRIENDS I HAVE EVER HAVE.
THROUGH THICK AND THIN THEY WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR ME.
MAKING ME LAUGH, LISTENING TO EVERY STORY OF MINE.
EVENTHOUGH THEY HAVE HEARD IT A MILLION TIMES ALREADY.
HAHAHAHA SPEAKING BOUT THICK HAH?
ALWAYS GIVE ME ADVISE, HELPS ME TO GO THROUGH THE HARDEST
TIME IN MY LIFE. LENDING ME MONEY WHEN I NEED SOME. HAHAHAHA
I LOVE MY SIBLINGS BERRYYYY MUCH... ALHAMDULILLAH
BEING A STUDENT IS THE ONLY THING THAT I DO BEST.
I DONT SAY IM A GOOD STUDENT, BUT YEAH!
I ACCEPT ORDERS WELL! HAHA
STUDYING IS LIKE A HOBBY TO ME. ITS THE ONLY THING THAT I LOVE DOING
EVENTHOUGH IM NOT VERY GOOD AT IT.
I WANT TO FURTHER MY STUDY UP TO MASTER AND PHD.
BUTTTTT... I DONT HAVE MONEY.
IM NOT A BRIGHT STUDENT. SCHOLARSHIPS? DREAM ONNN..
BUT UP TILL NOW, I HAD GREAT TIME LEARNING & STUDYING.
THANK YOU ALLAH I FOUND THE RIGHT FRIENDS.
THEY HELPED ME ALOT THROUGHOUT MY STUDY YEARS.
MONEY IS ALWAYS MY NO 1 ISSUE.. THANK YOU ALLAH.
I HAVE AN AUNT AND GRANDFATHER WHO SUPPORTED ME
ALL THE WAY THROUGH.
GIVING ME WHAT I NEED. SUPPORTING ME WHEN IM DOWN.
THANK YOU ALLAH!
PHEWWWW! WORKS LIFE HOWEVER DOESNT FIT ME WELL..
HAIH! IVE BECOME A REPLACEMENT TEACHER FOR 3 MONTH.
I CRIED A LOT! MY STUDENTS, SOME OF THEM LOVE ME,
SOMES DONT. I HAVE A STUDENT GIVING ME A MIDDLE FINGER ONCE.
OH EMM GEE! HAHAHAHA BUT IM A STUDENT ONCE, I KNOW IM NOT
A PERFECT TEACHER, BUT IVE TRIED DARLS..
A LAWYER? WOW! THATS A VERY TOUGH JOB FOR ME.
IM NOT A GOOD LAWYER.
EVEN MY SISTER SAID SO. IM TOO NICE, IM TOO KIND.
IN A BAD WAY OF COURSE. IM NOT PRAISING MYSELF OK...
THE CLERK WHOM I USE TO WORK WITH SAID TO ME ONCE.
U CANT BE A LAWYER. U DONT KNOW HOW TO LIE.
U ARE TOO NICE TO PEOPLE. SHOW THEM THAT U R IN CHARGE.
NOT THEM. BE BRAVE.
WELL I GUESS IM NOT FIT FOR THE JOB.
I DONT EVEN DARE TO TELL PEOPLE THAT WHAT THEY ARE DOING IS WRONG.
BUT HOWEVER, THE BEST THING ABOUT BEING A LAWYER IS THE RESPECT
THAT PEOPLE GIVE TO U.
FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE, PEOPLE ACTUALLY LISTEN TO ME.
LISTEN! LISTEN! LISTEN!
USUALLY PEOPLE WILL ONLY IGNORE ME EVERYTIME I TRIED TO GIVE THEM
MY OPINION ABOUT SOMETHING.
IM MAYBE NOT GOOD AT CIVIL LITIGATION AND CONVEYANCING WORK.
NOR GIVING ADVISE ON THOSE. BUT IM VERY EXCITED WHEN PEOPLE
ASK ME A REGARDING SYARIAH MATTERS. IM ALWAYS THRILLED TO ANSWER
THEIR QUESTIONS. SO I WAS THINKING, MAYBE I SHOULD BECAME A
SYARIE LAWYER. BUT AGAIN. BEING A LAWYER IS JUST WAY TOO TOUGH FOR ME.
I GUESS TEACHING IS NOT SO BAD. MAYBE I SHOULD TRY BECOMING A LECTURER.
ISLAMIC LAW LECTURER. HMMMM.. HAHAHA.. OK, IVE SAID ENOUGH.
DEAR ALLAH, I WANT TO THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING THAT U HAVE GAVE ME.
FROM THE DAY I WAS BORN UP TILL NOW. I KNOW IM NOT A PERFECT MUSLIM.
IVE DONE A LOT OF SINS. BUT PLEASE YA ALLAH. PLEASE GIVE ME A CHANCE TO
CHANGE MYSELF TO BE A BETTER MUSLIM. I PROMISE I WILL TRY HARDER NEXT TIME.
IN SHAA ALLAH. AMIN.
